Just over 24 hours until the 16th anniversary of my mum being murdered,
After the stressful and emotional last few days i can confirm that it doesn’t get easier. But to be honest how can it get any easier when the main culprit for this suffering we are all going through is still unknown, still out there possibly living a normal happy life while still inside that sick mind of his he knows what hes done, He could have done it again and still be walking free.
After going over every detail in my head over and over again i start to think what if he hasn’t told anyone.. what if really nobody knows who he his. If he’s sick enough to have lived with this guilt for 16 years then maybe he has kept it to himself for all this time, and someone who can live 16 years with something like this on their shoulders cannot be human, He can’t show any remorse for what he’s done otherwise he wouldn’t prolong the suffering its been 16 years maybe he’s dying, maybe he’s already dead.. Maybe all this is pointless trying to pursue something that has proven for 16 years to get us no where is it still worth the fight….. (Ive come to a blank will update later)
(Ok I’m back gave myself 15 minutes to think about what i want to put)
Back to the what I’ve been thinking, Maybe someone does know something, Maybe their scared to come forward for fear of repercussion’s, or Maybe there just as sick as the person/s who did this and also live a normal happy life .. But if your reading this and you do know something i beg you to come forward, If your scared or anything you can contact me anonymously via the website, Or you can contact crime stoppers you don’t have to know allot of information or have to give any information about yourself just pick up your phone and do the right thing please.
But after all the thinking all i know for certain is someone has lived with this and his still living with this i already know your a sick person, a normal person wouldn’t be able to do this never mind be able to live with it aswel. I just want you to think about it , think about what you have done, think about all the heart ache you have brought to many then think about that one day , you will slip up, or one day something will be found to get you for this, One day you will pay, maybe not today but one day you will pay for this.
Its been a while since i update the blog mainly because i had nothing to update with.
Though i got an email today from the detective working on my mums case (cold case review) a piece of it is in Bold Italic below.
South yorkshire police.
Telephone – 01142202020
Minicom – 0114 219 6761
Incident Number: 990/090808
Crime Stoppers Anonymously:
As well as calling crimestoppers anonymously on 0800 555 111 , you can also give information anonymously online.
The information will be sent to crimestoppers over a secure internet connection which makes sure that you, and your computer, cannot be traced.
There call handlers read what you have sent them and will take out any information that might identify you, before forwarding it to the relevant authorities.
You can give information online by clicking here
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